So I wrote down the prayer requests and said them outloud.ĭo you know when I did that, I cried.

And when I read her question I knew that I was relying on myself in that moment. But the fear in me is saying, who’s actually going to read your blog? Who’s going to buy this merch? Who’s going to listen to this podcast? Who will actually want to be on the podcast? Who is going to buy this planner? And I wonder is it worth it to put in this time, effort, hours.

I know I’m not the best at this, but I feel called. I’m doing it scared but still wondering about it. I’ve shared what God called me to do and it’s a lot. Imposter Syndrome is basically doubting your abilities. And it got me asking myself why? I do these Priscilla Shirer bible studies with one of my closest friends, my framily, and she shared what I was thinking about – Imposter Syndrome. I could see myself having some things but not all the things. My mind couldn’t fathom actually having it. It scared me to think about what I deep in my heart wanted because I didn’t think I deserved it. I’m doing a bible study on Elijah by Priscilla Shirer and one of the questions she asks is, “If you were to make an unreasonable, unthinkable prayer today, what do you think it would be?” After reading that my first instinct was to not think about it.

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